I finished the bottle and they quickly gave me another… and planted a seed about their team helping me start my own label and formula using their strain of hemp. I remember initially laughing out loud at this. I brushed it off and went on my way.

After another few weeks of using the second sample, I experienced a profound moment. I felt the past 6 months rush before my eyes, like a flip of memories on a reel. I saw that I had come so far in the past 2 months. My mental state had become more clear, and I felt more like myself (the newest version of myself after becoming a mom of 2).

Soon after this, I kept getting this little voice in my head saying “hey, your friends said you could do this, and said they would help you".

I would casually ignore this and the message only became more frequent and more firm—like I was being slapped in the head by my higher self saying, "Honey, Listen"!

After receiving the name of the formula, through a very intense 'cosmic slap', I surrendered. Over time, my intuition guided me to the conception of NECTAR. I began asking and receiving answers. What is it I am supposed to create? How? What does the formula look like?

I began to sit in the essence of this emerging formula and began to lay the bricks for what this would look like out in the world. I feel like I channeled the formulas. They are adamant that their existence in the marketplace is purposeful and needed for humanity.

There is a force behind this NECTAR that I must acknowledge, honor, and pay gratitude to. I am only the patroness. My role is to help get it to the people who are looking for it.